The battle has begun -Men and material crossing us will be have neck chopped off…

He started the battle against defaulters and wrongdoers:

  1. Aggressively dealt with company selling high rise office chair for noticing defects and their irresponsible T&C. Service personnel ran to him and settled the issues within a day.
  2. Long pending Janome Automatic Sewing machine defect complaint that Usha had been procrastinating neglecting have been settled in same day, by speaking derogatorily to Customer Care.
  3. Dispute with Airtel data plan that the promised amount of data wasn’t granted was solved in couple of days by telling the company not to give wrong ads regarding offers.
  4. Reliance Jio Sim that promised some Gb 4G data troubled him so much that he couldn’t play single YouTube song or download single YouTube movie. So, at the night he resolved to punish it next day by sucking out data and overdid by downloading by two different softwares. He was cheered by such success even against machines.
  5. He also reported fault of USPS for not promptly updating tracking status to the seller/ sender in the US. But, he hasn’t received any response. He plans to take action by talking to USPS customer care online.

His war of self-discipline:

  1. He has already achieved strict sleeping schedule albeit with minor disturbances and plans to increase energy, vigilance during day by eugeroics and curb minor disturbances in symptoms affecting consistency in work through augmentation strategies by mild agents and subtle alterations in medication regimen. He aims to work continuously and tirelessly.
  2. He wants good aerobic exercise schedule to be implemented as part of his health program.
  3. He is great idealist, but this hinders his normal performance and achievement of targets. So, he wants to spend energies on realizing those ideals instead of pondering upon, narrating and explaining those ideals that sets him apart from rest.
  4. He has already started learning and preparing advance topics in mathematics. But, he has to correct his improper approach in working with those things.
  5. He has collected appropriate papers in theoretical neuroscience but he is yet to allot time due to lack of regimented discipline and inefficiencies by fine tuning his health program.

His other wars in pipeline:

  1. He plans to confront with neuroscience institute, NBRC regarding lapse or neglect on their part for his application for Project Assistant, that he appeared once back in 2013. Those interviewers, so called scientists dealt with him as though they’re super-intelligent and he were a nascent, naïve child to go through their @#$%ing bullshit Lab pages of website to make him consider to go for PhD. But, the bullshit institute didn’t have research group of his interest and why to @#$% off 4-6 years on something not worth to him. He wrote about lazy webmasters who had mentioned prerequisites for MSc neuroscience to two professors there that they are contrary to what registrar office has given clarification that non life science majors aren’t permissible for MSc neuroscience. But, time now is different with reading volumes of information from research papers to neuroscience/ psychiatry texts by reputed international experts, solving his own mental health issues in highly scientific manner and learning about latest research methods in psychiatry/ behavioral neuroscience and starting behavioral neuroscience blog, he has enough of knowledge and courage to make the bullshit professors face his wrath by highly insulting, criticizing them to the point that gone are the days that he used to run after psychiatrists and scientists. Instead they have to run after him.
  2. His next target is IIT-Math faculty, that he wants to cripple by hitting few targets. He will challenge them in all fronts and aspects and insult criticize and harass them to break all bones of ego, for all wrongdoings and abuse of power of position.
  3. Also, the psychiatrists who have misdiagnosed and wrongly medicated him for years and portrayed themselves as great expert authorities will face the same consequences as teachers.
  4. He cant tolerate insult connected to spiritual knowledge. He will thwart anyone and make them kneel and subject to wrath and wont care if it affects even youngsters with great aspirations. So, his targets in this aspect are his relatives – uncles and cousins. But, he is confident that end is good instead of great sorrow as final result.

His Resolve that He Made and Expressed Recently

Recently he was not accepting the idea that his parents were fixed to – the conventions of world that he didn’t subscribe to. Since college itself he didn’t believe in colleges, classes, lecturers, even expressed [being outspoken] to his seniors. He believed more in books, libraries and labs [maybe not the labs he had in his college]. He was assertive to his conformist parents who insisted on competitive exams as integral part of social conventions. He replied if the conventions be followed by the populist opinions, directions and actions then if the crowd lead us to pit, well, sewer, etc then should we follow them to fall into them? Still they were unrelenting and him too unaccepting. He also argued that what makes sense for a PhD or Grad Degree holder to be examined? They have already overcome so many academic exams. May be a jackass or at the most learned tyrant would be examiner for them which is absurd. He considers present day exams a bullshit. The system either measures capacity to rote, or the ability to labor or speed of mind at the most but destroys creativity, fails to give clear, practical perspective of education, shuns morale and motivation of learning, knowledge and experience. All it does is to narrow the life down to curriculum. It neither does what is supposed to nor lets others do.

Even when had just completed his post graduation degree in Grad School, he said life is not confined to the boundaries of school. Life is something that is totally different. Success or fail in school didn’t determine that in life. In fact he has college/ Grad School failure mates doing well in life – decently employed and well settled with family, though he didn’t fail at any level despite all odds against him that he has already explained in earlier posts.

He is Scorpio/ with Scorpio decanate and cusp – lord and sub-lord being same – Pluto/ Mars according to Western Astrology and with Leo in rising. He wants to make a point from his horoscope in relevance to the topic at hand or the flow that. When thwarted, you don’t just accept defeat. You’re extremely agile when it comes to sidestepping obstacles and figuring out a dozen new ways to get to your goal. …. The Scorpion energy, drive, and endurance are legend. …Many Scorpio natives are brilliant doctors, surgeons, scientists, and spiritual leaders. Jonas Salk, Christiaan Barnard, Marie Curie, and Martin Luther are among them. The complexity of your mind makes it difficult for you to skim the surface; you must uncover what lies beneath. Whether you are studying a new subject, learning a language, hunting down a fact, or just reading for amusement, there is a quality of penetration in the way your mind works.[Marie Curie and Martin Luther being his favorites]…you’re not going to let yourself fail along the way. When you latch on to a new opportunity, you explore it in great depth before going aheadyou will always be one of life’s great winners. At times, however, you feel you are a lone warrior in a harsh world. …FIRST DECANATE – You have fixed opinions, but also a scientific turn of mind that will examine ideas and arrive at a new opinion should the facts warrant it … CUSP OF SCORPIO – You have a strong will, but unless you are crossed or thwarted you don’t often show it.   Leo Ascendant- The Sun, which rules Leo, is very prominent in your horoscope. The influence of the Sun bestows enthusiasm, generosity, power, warmth, creative self-expression, passion, and courage. It also encourages egotism, arrogance, snobbism, conceit, pomposity, and condescension.Leo-Rising people seem surrounded by luck in money, career, and friendship. You are not an especially hard worker but tend to achieve success through the influence and pull of others. Fame and fortune come to you when you aren’t looking for it.~~ ALL ABOUT ASTROLOGY – The Only Astrology Book You’ll Ever Need by Joanna Martine Woolfolk.

His response to his career question by his parents and psychiatrist lately was – except career of monarch and entrepreneur everything is nothing, waste. He argued by taking example of Peter I ‘the Great'[he calls him just Tsar Peter] that during his one and half years of European tour, neither nation’s administration was affect nor he himself had worry about money and food. Similar is the case of established entrepreneur. His mother argued that present actors like Akshay Kumar who ranks 9th highest paid actor according to Forbes List that they are rich, what will they do of money? Cant they axe-away portion of assets to the needy. He replied they aren’t rich. They are just are professionals, have to work to earn money. If they don’t work then they don’t have money. The rich ones are the magnates.

In case of monarch case is totally different. Monarch doesn’t depend on his subjects but instead subjects depends on monarch. Moreover, monarch doesn’t work for a salary unlike a Prime Minister. Enlightened (absolute) monarch has according to Enlightenment principles works like a charity to govern subjects to their best interests as father/ godmother of subject, subjects being his/ her children and knows their interest and welfare better themselves. The monarch could also have enlightened philosophers and scientists as his advisers. But, the decision is that of the monarch. Famous Enlightened monarchs in Europe were Catherine II the Great of Russia, Joseph II of Austria, Fredrick II the Great of Prussia. They may have adhered to ideals to varied degrees. According to him Peter I of Russia was more than Enlightened Despot. If he weren’t barbaric he would have qualified to be Enlightened monarch. But, he did more than administration. He lead a social, cultural, scientific revolution. He left no aspect of state untouched. He set up several academies, secular schools and courts. Certainly for certain aspects Iron Hand is needed f.e. to curb corruption, to create order in the state. In Asia/ India monarch placed more value on dharma (righteousness.) They can be said to be ahead of west but in crude form that the Western philosophers and monarchs refined it and gave a scientific and rational perspective. Perfect example of dharmic monarch of India who applied dharmic principles in administration was Asoka ‘the Great’. He also used dharma as political tool. “Conquer through dharma is superior to that through war.” After adopting dharma Asoka gave up waging wars. Asoka is internationally famous both in East (due to Buddhism)and West(due to familial relation with the Greeks).  India also has other monarchs who are still national heroes – Shivaji of Maratha Empire, Ranjeet Singh of Sikh Empire, who ended 500 year Moslem rule in Kashmir, was a secular ruler never awarded capital punishment, Chandragupta of Mauryan Empire (grandfather of Asoka), who established united India, married a Greek princess Helena, opening gate to Hellenist World, reign of Samudragupta and Chandragupta II of Gupta dynasty, termed as Golden Age of India. Chinese traveler Faxian arrived during the reign of Chandragupta II and gave a general description of North India at that time. Among the other things, he reported about the absence of capital punishment, the lack of a poll-tax and land tax. Most citizens did not consume onions, garlic, meat, and wine. Despite all these meritorious, magnanimous monarchs why Indians in particular and foreigners dislike monarchy, that he doesn’t understand. May be due to few scoundrels like Aurangzeb, idiots like Tughluq. He loathed democracy (of India) since his college times due to their ineptness and failure due to instability.